Memories

There I sat in my room, waiting

for that one call telling me you miss me

and how many things I've missed in your life and all the things that you did 

While I'm still here with this deluded mind of mine, just waiting because

I miss us

missing how you would call me

Tell Me good night

And on lonely nights, you were there

To comfort me, to make me feel wanted

I remember how silly you were 

With your cringy jokes,

 your unnecessary asmr,

Movies Nights, where we would just 

Deepen our understanding of each other

by telling each other

how we felt about the people in the movie

just your silly pop poster you would

always talk about

And how I always said that I loved Chaewon and you would get

Jealous wh, which I always found 

Adorable of you 

I like everything about you

To me, you were everything

I gave my heart to you

Not wanting it back

But..

It just ended up back, even more broken. The pain of our separation is a weight I carry, a burden that grows heavier with each passing day.

I miss you so much

even if we are not together

I want to check up on you

and how you're doing

and congratulate you

but since I have no sorts of contacts

with you, so I can't

in the end, I'm stranded all alone in the rain

Dancing through our memories.

i wrote this a few months ago.