thoughts/philosophy 2

I seek connection in artists, musicians, writers, and great thinkers but I think the act of conveying emotions in the ways they do almost disqualifies them from feeling the way I do to begin with. Do I enjoy the abstract because it is only in the abstract that my emotions can be conveyed or is it simply vague enough for me to project on to?

I believe in god because I feel like a poorly written OC.

I am allowed to visit Happy but Happy is not a destination. The same is true of Angry. 

Hell is not other people. People are purgatory. A place of temporary suffering until you find a better way.

The same place often feels like a new low.

If the world doesn't care what I think now it won't care when I'm dead either. Legacy is void.

I was often called wise beyond my years. I think they meant insightful. I had a unique perspective and a way of getting to the heart of an issue. Wisdom is good judgement. Only time can tell what judgement is good and time has not looked kindly on me.

A thought can only free you when it is thoughts holding you down.