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I know I put on my layout that I'm not a big book girl, but I still read a lot of books actually (when I have time), and some time ago I read the book The midnight library.
This books was.... Something, something that made me think a lot ab my life (or what it could have been), I'll make a little resume of what this book's ab.
-Basically, it's a girl that can read on books after she died, what would happen w her if she had made a different choice on different points of her life (if u want to know more u should search for a bigger resume or read the actual book, it's good I recommend).
Soooo, after reading this books, I started to think more ab the decision of my life, and I start to imagine how my life would be if had chosen to stay in my home country years ago, I'm sure I would be someone totally different, "where I would be if I had never given up on doing that thing" "what my life would be, if I wasn't on that party w my mom that day" " If I said yes that day, smt would change?".
Mb in the midst of so many questions what I would most like to know is how my life would be if I was living w my dad, would I be happy?, would my life be better? Would I have found myself?. After reading this book all these questions stayed in my head for months (mb I still think ab it), and I'll probably never know the answer, unless I die and get into a midnight library. -PRV★
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𝐀𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝 🎸⋆⭒˚｡⋆
I think life is like that, full of choices but never second chances. You should enjoy life, even thinking about what you could have done differently, because you're its main character. Hey, if you keep thinking about past choices, you'll always end up regretting something.
But I think the real question is: Are you satisfied with your life now?
Because, if the answer is no, even with all the impossibilities or problems, something is wrong. I know we don't talk much or have much intimacy, but I still want to see you well. Talk to me if you need, I'll always be there!
Maybe when we die we can read books together, in the afterlife, and laugh or cry with non-existent characters like us.
Tbh my life is kinda far from what I would like it to be in the present, but I hope the future keeps smt good to me. Thanks to show that I have someone who I can talk w ab ya, these things, u r a good friend (r we friends like, friends?)
by Phemel★Redvelvet; ; Report
I believe that now at this stage that both you and I are in, life will become better because we are finally growing and taking a big step in several things.
I guess you could say we're friends friends (if you can understand that), but I'd really like to have some more intimacy; I just don't have the courage or social skills for it. But if you want, I'm willing to try to have a stronger friendship.
Anyway, good luck in the future. I hope everything goes well and that we continue to maintain contact.
by 𝐀𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝 🎸⋆⭒˚｡⋆; ; Report
Omg I don't have social skills too
, let's don't socialize together
by Phemel★Redvelvet; ; Report
KAKAKAKKAAKA I LOVED THAT ONE.
But jokes aside, let's not socialize together!
by 𝐀𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝 🎸⋆⭒˚｡⋆; ; Report