feel like ive been sadder l8ly

like two weeks ago i remember moping in the shower and i thought about the school i was going 2 go 2 next year and the fact i havent really felt happy in nearly two years and that i dont have any close good friends anymore the way i used to really hurt more than it usually did. ive also been over eating more to fill in my sadness. but my artblocks gone so, thats good!