religion talk cuz idk

so im atheist and my dads agnostic and is super critical of all religions. i dont really care, but i find the traditions and social aspects bad or good in religions pretty interesting. i also think there are things that happen in the world that dont make sense by a scientific standpoint. i think there are things that exist beyond our human comprension that probably happen on earth! what those things are..? idk. but its more interesting as a mystery. 

but sometimes ive thought that if jesus or god or any other god from other religions came down would i convert on the spot? honestly, i dont know. like sure at that point i would be 100% believing in them but isnt that all i really need to do? i guess its weird because my train of thought would have to switch. like instead of not really thinking about how things work because i always knew where it came from now i have knowledge its actually god?? and afterlife. i always sort of hoped afterlife would be a thing. but when you think about it more it does sound fucking boring. i mean idk how heaven is described in the bible but i usually just imagine plains of clouds. am i gonna be there for the rest of eternity because by like 30 years of doing nothing id probably end up trying to find a way to get to hell out of boredom. if its like hazbin hotel or some shit where theres buildings and things to do that would be cool. because otherwise heaven sounds super dissociating. 

but yea idk its literally 2am im bored im going to bed now gnight