Less tired small update

Why did I say that there was nothing happening? After that post a lot of things happened, some were tiring/dissapointing (finding a place to rent in Europa is pretty hard, but I am grateful for the help I am getting) and others were fun, I have to really use well the time I still have in Brazil.

I wish that I had something more to talk about, but nothing comes at mind right now. Maybe the only thing is that slowly the "age pressure" is showing itself, even though I technically am almost graduated, it doesn't really feel real because it was online and the whole "university experience" wasnt there (also, I dont really like the subject :/).

And with "university experience" I dont mean parties and that type of stuff, but I mean just the whole idea of going to a new place, know even more people, have new challenges and mature (but I wouldnt refuse an emo party to be honest lol Would I really like it? Idk, but there is only one way to know).

And with "age pressure", despite the difference only being 2/3 years (I would enter the new university with 21), I still feel behind others. Rationally speaking, the difference is nothing relevant, its not like people change automatically when they turn 20, but emotionally it is strange to be one of the older ones.

The last thing I want to say that it that again I am kind of dissapointed with my English abilities :P Hope this post was easily understandable if there is someone reading it. Bye bye!!

Music of now: Jigoku Shoujo ost.