Whatever "lovesick" means I have it

I'm gonna let myself be delusional since I've never really felt the need to. Don't get me wrong, I'm a very delusional person, but more of a self-awareness delusional. For as long as I can remember, I've always been a day dreamer since, obviously, my dreams are much better than reality. But guys... I don't think I'm being delusional (the most delusional thing I could've said). I saw my crush yesterday. It was great. I mean we didn't talk too much, and I didn't ask for his number, but it was still great. He looked so hot. Anyways.

While I was with him, we just kept looking at each other. Even when we wouldn't talk, we were still just looking at each other. Or when we were supposed to do different things, we still made small glances at each other. And I know I'm not crazy because I purposely would try to make the eye contact last longer, and he wouldn't break it. There is no way this feeling that I have isn't mutual. Maybe not as intense, but there has to be something there. I don't know, maybe I'm just trying to make sense of something that's not there but come on. That's why I know, but also don't know, if I'm being delusional. Of course he's all I think about now. I thought I was getting over him but seeing him the other day reignited that feeling again. 

I just looked up what lovesick means, and I think I have it. "Lovesickness refers to the strong feelings that arise from being unable to be with your loved one physically or emotionally. This can originate from many situations, such as: Not being able to confess your love to the person."

I don't love him, but I feel so strong about him. I wish I could just make the first move.