nothing

there's so much for you to do. you'll graduate, become a therapist or whatever you want to be. you'll get a cute little cat, and move out at some point. you'll find someone you really love, someone you want to spend your life with. there's so much for you to do.

and there's nothing left for me. there's nothing. there's nothing i want to do. i don't even want to try. i don't want to do anything anymore. i don't see any point in anything. 

once you've thought long enough, you realize there's no point in anything. and the more positive people might say, "oh if everything's meaningless just go and have fun since it doesn't matter anyway" but you don't really get it. and once you get it

you just

don't 

want

to do anything anymore.