WELL...

Okay so there is a lot to unpack. Two days ago my crush of like 6 MONTHS finally confessed to me. And I was BEYOND ecstatic but I have a lot and I mean A LOT of doubts, questions, and concerns. She said she liked me for a whole month before she confessed WHICH I BELIEVE but like...WHAT! Now when she did confess it all made sense ngl...but it's still super confusing. For the longest while she told me and everyone else she was aro/ace but after she found out I was like...not an asshole, she realized that she actually DID like people and she liked ME!? And do not get me wrong, I am super happy that she finally came to terms with this but boy did it take her ass forever. Part of me still feels like she is going through a tiny phase where she THINKS she likes me and now she knows that I've been obsessed with her for MONTHS. But I saw text messages between her and her friends when she did have a crush on me and that gives me SOME sort of okayness that I'm not being pranked by the universe but like...still scary. I'm prepared to get screwed over, but I'm praying to everything rn that I don't. BECAUSE LORD THIS GIRL IS TOO FUCKING FINE FOR ME TO GET SCREWED OVER.