happy pride month ?! + my queerness

duhhh happy pride month

i've been not-straight since i was 9 and not-cis since i was 12/13ish? i identified as a lesbian for about 4 years in that time then started to explore other stuff since it seemed like an interesting thing to suddenly consider. first fell down the truscum pipeline (not proud but i was 12) as a trans guy (knew i wasn't straight), then got my head out of my ass but stayed a trans guy, then didn't know shit. was kinda nb? kinda bi? how about mlm? i stayed mlm/omnisexual for a bit.

i gave up at pangender, and gave-up-gave-up at pan everything with a preference for men. but i live almost like a girl. i look feminine and have stayed feminine for almost a year, so me and my boyfriend pass as a completely straight couple. i'm ok with that perception, he's not explicitly queer but isn't opposed to me experimenting with my identity, and i don't mind what people who don't know me think about me. i'm not hyperfem but am fine existing in "girl" y'know? being a girl is part of my identity, as well as other stuff i don't make my head too heavy by thinking about.

happy pride month, fellow straight-cis-passing friends