Day 138 of improving myself until i direct the Hamlet movie

Short hiatus is over. We're returning to format. I'm not sure which one was more liked tbh but I did it for me... I.. liked it... *baby blue opening riff plays* anyway, I need that kind of structure in my life. CHAT, IM BEDROTTING!!!! THATS BAD!!! So the focus will be on improvement again! We need more leftist improvement stuff. Because there's so much self improvement content and then out of nowhere there's bigotry. Why do teenage boys become so envigorated by hatred, it sucks. I joke around a lot but I don't think I hate anyone except like fascists and the ultra rich, yk or atleast I try not to, I'm not perfect. By the way, Noah Samsen plagiarized me. He read my blog! I'm kidding, he practically ripped me out of bed today when I watched one of his videos on Noah Time. That's not all though, I'll save that anecdote for the end though. 

Reading --> I read a lot over my hiatus, it's one of the only things i did really besides bedrot. Seinfeld got boring at some point and my phone got flat and I ended up reading like 50-100 pages daily. I kinda neglected the other book I'm reading by Angela Davis which is a collection of her interviews and speeches and I read some more of that today. Good book! Very uplifting, surprisingly. I just need to read some East of Eden tonight which I'll get around to. That book is peak. It's so addictive. I love it! I laughed, I cried, I lived, i laughed, I lied. Great book. And it inspires me to write. Like this book is amazing, it's multigenerational and it follows two families. My family tree is so much more interesting, there's Django unchained stuff happening, there's family tree stuff, it's epic. If only I could write like John Steinbeck....

Movie --> I started watching the Macbeth movie. The new one, Tragedy of Macbeth and is it embarrassing to say I got goosebumps. I don't know, it's in beautiful black and white and the cinematography is beautiful and the acting suits the dialog. Too often with Shakespeare movies, is the acting bad. They act so poorly and the lines come off like a primary school play. It's like, you're ruining the impact! The IMPACT!!!! Macbeth is done well. Why won't they do this with Hamlet though?? I wanna see how they view certain scenes (THE CURTAIN SCENE!!!!) Also, Macbeth is black in this play, not a bad thing. But a miracle, I was so surprised because usually, there'd be some outrage on Twitter like "MACBETH WAS WHITE!!!1°!1!+!11!+" talking about how it's inaccurate but none of that BECAUSE PEOPLE DONT CARE ABOUT SHAKESPEARE! This was the only time I've ever been glad that people don't care about Shakespeare. I also wanna see them do Othello and Hamlet! PLEASE!!!! Imagine Othello in beautiful black and white with the cinematography of this movie, or Hamlet, but there needs to be a good actor for Hamlet. I should just direct it! Why not? 

Writing --> I write every day now. Or I try to. I wanna get back into the swing after my hiatus and I wrote a poem!!! It was so self-loathing though. I got really sad after Writing it, I was gonna post it somewhere but no, it's too... intimate and sad. Like damn. Moth, chill... I really am Hamlet after writing that. Damn! Didn't get much other writing done though.

Manga --> I read some 20th Century Boys! Im back! I missed it so much! So so much! It PEAKS! It just keeps getting better! How??? The story should've fallen off by now but, no. I must say, this volume was weak. Not bad but in comparison to the rest, it was weak. Still good though. Usually when stuff happens in this manga, I get goosebumps all the time. This was the least amount of goosebumps I've gotten from this manga. That's bad. Maybe I need to ease into it again and meet the characters again. You know actually, one of the characters, Kanna reminds me of someone I know, like the stoic kind of person. You wouldn't know who I'm talking about, reader, I'm just now realizing and writing it. 

Drawing --> worst batch of art I've ever done. I realize I need to get my habits straight again. Like how will these help me improve?? That's tomorrow's Joe. Anyway, it was a bad day for art, I became rusty in like a week. How is that possible??? I'll draw more. I watched a sketchbook tour on YouTube and the girl was 16, according to one comment and she drew anatomy so well. I wanna draw like that one day. I'll keep drawing as often as I can so I can draw like that!

Ramble --> here's the funny anecdote I alluded to. This is so embarrassing... I was bedrotting and watching Seinfeld and all that and George said that Jerry liked superman in one episode and then the next episode was really bad. It actually upset me. It's so bad. Not unfunny but it aged poorly and of course Jerry wrote it. Jerry basically rests on Larry David's writing. Jerry is unfunny! Anyway it's so bad that I had to stop watching and I was thinking about Jerry and Superman for some reason like putting the links together so I look up Superman on tiktok and Seinfeld too and I stumble across this tiktok with starman by David Bowie playing and I'd seen this stuff before but I was so moved by it. It's this trend where people say they're gonna show kindness like Superman does essentially. It's kinda like the I Have No Enemies thing but there was quite a bit of bigotry in that trend from what I've seen. This one with the Starman slideshows is the opposite, it's actually surprisingly left leaning! That's awesome and this is the most embarrassing part. I fell down the rabbit hole of Superman edits with Starman in the background and I cried. I was like tearing up while listening to the same part of Starman over and over again. This is worse, we all know I'm vain. I shit you not, I said to myself... "my people need me!" And I decided to actually do something with my day. I wish I was joking. 

Recommendation of the day! Starman by David Bowie. You've probably heard it, I don't care. It's good. Listen again.

Good night, chat! Thank you for reading! Let's continue to spread infinite wealth!