being an artist is hard

i don't know why it's so difficult to do what i enjoy.

if i don't have a deadline or artificial sense of urgency i can't get anything done

and i hate that.

i want to be a "full time" writer but i can't write anything unless it's spontaneous

how am i supposed to build a portfolio when i only write when im upset or depressed?

...i guess start writing when i'm upset and depressed

or when im happy and excited

or just write

i feel like im avoiding actually writing a search engine optimized article of substance by doing these blog posts

but i had forgotten how cathartic it felt to relay ambiguous information about problems you're dealing with to actual strangers

not followers, but strangers.

strangers that will be friends with you just because of how much css you know

and i love that.

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