frutiger aero is my new source of comfort

i may not have grown up in the exact times that frutiger aero was present. but that sense of feeling hopeful for the future with the help of technology is something i very much did feel back when i was a kid. and i was present online before it became a corporate nightmare. 

if you keep up with my blogs, you know i struggle with intense chronophobia. i feel like im stuck in some non existent place of the past, the future and the present. i feel like time is haunting me, like im a character stuck in a game with the looming threat of the player controlling my every move. its the main source behind my fears. the unknown, the future, death. all of them combined create this horrible beast. but at the same time, i cant reject it because time is the only thing going to save me. so i have to hold onto it, but at the same time im scaring myself. its like no matter what i do, it haunts me some way or another. and with AI also being in that mix of terror, i feel like my love and pure hope for the internet and tech that drived a huge part of my life for so long was being crushed. 

but with frutiger aero, i can finally be at peace. it can take me to my old memories of getting back from on the last day of school in the summers. it takes me back to swimming lessons as a kid, just floating and dreaming in the waters for hours and getting a doughnut from the cafe while my clothes warm me up. watching tv or playing games at my grandmas place, seeing dew drops on the grass. thinking about the future, but not so hard it makes your head hurt. 

or a hopeful future, with technology that doesnt scare me anymore. or doing art work on the walls of a building with the help of my robot buddy. or seeing the brightly coloured city with screen grass. 
and some things, that barely involve time. like just imaging myself in the safety of water and sunlight with clown fishes. or hearing the ps2 start up, even though i never grew up with it. feeling this overwhelming sense of calmness seeing glossy windows and tabs. 
its everything everwhere, and its happening all the time. in the past, in the future and in the present. which is why its so stress free to me.

i <3 frutiger aero