i will ALWAYS have those hyper feelings and i will never be able to control myself

oh my freaking god im so damn dramatic im always overreacting and overthinking oh my fuckin goooooooooood!!!!!!!!! my feelings are never stable, im always bursting of love or anger. when im sad im always thinkin bout cuttn maself even tho JUST SILLY THINGS HAPPENNEDgsss@#$@!???!?!? THIS IS SO FUCKED UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP I JUST WANNA BE A NORMAL PERSON AND STOP BEING LIKE THAT BRO