Bit by Bit

I have been cleaning the HELL out of my room over the past few days. It’s still not even done, but I let it get to a point where it has to be this massive project and I’m at least more than halfway through it. I’m trying to be in control of something immediate and mechanical because I’ve been feeling quite absentminded lately. It’s definitely a plus to see my room finally out of it’s state of despair though.

I am experiencing so much in my own head and it all travels at speeds too fast for me to keep up with. I am trying to spread myself over every area of my life that needs me, but I haven’t been able to stretch as far as I want to. My bedroom is the sole recipient of the height of my care and gentleness, my tired hands folding clothes while my tired mind organizes the piles of clutter I sort on my bed. 

If things end up going the way that I want them to, me cleaning my room will be an effective headstart to push me to take care of the rest of my life. Bit by bit.