ED 5/24/2024

I'll be honest, today I wasn't doing to good. I got to go to work in like an hour, even though by then it would be 5 pm. I ate a pop tart and a breakfast bowl. God I hate myself, I let myself do this shit and then I don't hold myself accountable. Like I acknowledge it but that's not holding myself accountable lol??? You guys must think I'm some try hard ana-wannabe. I hate myself for eating. Anything that goes into my mouth I want to puke. I hate food