QnA

Last month
1.) How are things going in school?
A. worse, I hate rumors and people misjudging me.
2.) Do you believe in god?
A. No. why? God doesn't exist, I have tried my BEST to change, to be better, to FIT IN WITH OTHERS, JUST LIKE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE TOLD ME TO DO AND NOT DO. So, when I found out nothing has changed, I'm just a person who everyone hates in the end, I lost faith in humanity and God. I don't want to live but I don't wanna die in pain, so be grateful why I'm living.
I dont have anything against religion, people can worship anyone, I just dont worship any.
3.) what do you think about your classmates?
A. I hate them. well some, but they steal my seat and stuff, they stole my English book, I tried scolding them but they WONT listen. I want to change schools badly.
4.) What do you think about your family?
A. I dont mind them, I dont have mixed feelings, I feel like there alright. I do have a feeling like they hate me, well because of a certain family member who hates me first and makes everyone around the family hate me, they control them and say things about me and overexaggerate it, there using there power because their older and everyone in my family likes them, I want to fucking d-e and they all dont care so I hope I d-e soon.

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Continuation 7/8/24
UPDATE: I'm moving schools, so I dont need an opinion for my classmates, I'm leaving that part behind.
5.) How many hours do you sleep, what time do you sleep and what time do you wake up?
A. In the past I used to sleep at 12 am and wake up at 12 pm, so 12 hours, but lately I've been sleeping in 3 am and waking up at 11 am, so 8 hours, sounds unhealthy but isnt sleeping for 8 hours healthy? at least have some logic.
6.) What is your gender and your pronouns?
A. I'm Genderfluid, I lean in the feminine side because I talk like a girl, same as how I look.
I am quite boyish on the way I act, and I am very tall so I can be a guy. Chest size dont matter, even if mine is big, I dont have any problems with gender, I can feel like I can pull off both..
My pronouns can be anything, He/She/They, any, but I am not an "It", referring to me as an object offends me.
7.) Sexuality?
A. I am attracted to everyone, so I am Pansexual, and I fall inlove with people easily, I like romance, sex sounds ordinary, not gross. 

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