wish

i wish i had the courage to respond. something to do to leviate the pain. to magically appear but i simply dont have the words. i'm suffering my own silence, and i wish i could teleport. to be able to sit in silence with you, just peacefully with eachother. no words needed to be explained, just your presence would be enough ki. i don't know if you're reading this blog, i don't know if you read the last, but i'm reading all of yours. awaiting your reply like a dog sitting at the door waiting for its owner. i'm sorry i've made you wait aswell. you dont deserve my silence. and i don't deserve to have you here painfully missing me.