Day 129 of listening to MM..LASAGNA

This is today and yesterday, but we'll call it day 129, listen okay, I was tired, okay, I went to bed at like 2am last night...

• 3 HOUR MATHS!
• You have officially been promoted!
• Guests!
• Baby's first hang over!
• It's over for me!
• Recommendation of the day!

I wrote a 3 hour maths test yesterday and I'm going to again on Monday. I'm cooked. Well, not really, it's just that it's A LOT. I'm even dreading English lit. I love English, Hamlet my beloved, Piscine Patel my beloved but like that's 3 hours of writing. My brain will turn to mush. I think this was my first 3 hour exam actually and with all the strict rules, it just made me really tired. I got home and wanted to collapse, I stayed conscious but even so time escaped me and i ended up doing nothing for like the entire day. I didn't eat, work out, write, nothing. I tried drinking coffee but that didn't help. I was actually so exhausted. Like I remember one time when I got so tired and exhausted and i just played On GP over and over again. Great song by the way. I love you, Ride! 

Ummmmm, I'm a little embarrassed to admit this but I got promoted to moderator in one discord server. Which is kind of cool. I've never wanted to be a mod and this is the only server where I'd actually take up the role. It's just because I'm up at obscure hours which is just normal for me. But I took the offer happily. I love the little community I'm in and i gotta cherish it. I've been in since two days after it was created. It's a server for this one musician and i kinda thought she was a music critic and joined her server thinking oh cool, I can talk about music. That's what happens but like she's a musician. I never realized. It helped me to better explore music and broaden my horizons. I'm sure you may have noticed that in terms of music listening I've gone over board and through all the music I've heard, I've developed connections with the server members and I get very paranoid about these things but I feel comfy in that server. 

We had guests over yesterday too. It was my little cousin. He's not even really my cousin, he's a family friend, I just call him that because a lot of people I've spoken to don't know what a family friend is so I save them the complications. Anyway, I've mentioned him and I think in the past I've been too hard on him. Like I called him annoying, I wrote bulletins about how I didn't wanna see him but I missed him. It was great seeing him! I hate being so nice! I wish I still hated him and I wish I hated people but I love you all so much, not even just my readers, people in general. Alas, I am a softie. We watched movies together, first of all Grown Ups 2 which I suggested as a joke but he said yes so we watched that it was bad and then Superhero movie which was bad but so bad its good and then we watched Spider-Man 2002 for like the 100th time. That's like the one movie me and him both love. I love that movie to death, to bits and pieces, it is one of my favorite movies of all time. Yes the 2nd one is better but I love the first one. I decided for Grown Ups 2 that I'd take a sip of liquor whenever there was a joke in which we unanimously agreed was bad. I downed a glass in like 5 minutes so I stopped there! It tasted good, it's cream liqueur which I really like these days. I tried a recipe my cousin recommended. He stayed until like 2am and I was fighting my fatigue the whole time, the alcohol made it worse. Cream liqueur my beloved, you made my fatigue worse. 

I had my first real hangover when I woke up. From like one glass but listen, I don't drink often, I can't handle my alcohol. If anything, that's a good thing. It means I'm fitter, I am healthier according to bmi which is a scam but I'm trying to prove a point here. Don't believe the bmi! Anyway, it's embarrassing but I yes, I did get a hangover from one glass. I woke up with a massive headache and I was so irritated. I feel really bad about this. My mom woke up at the same time as me and she was ready to clean and I was being so moody the whole time. Burying my hands in my face. You thought evil moth and art class moth was menace to society, hangover moth is worse. They're horrible. I was horrible. I did the dishes for her though to make it up for being so horrible. But like okay, my mom was also drinking, she woke up and was ready to start the day?? I must respect her lack of a hangover, she drank more than me. Maybe she has the tolerance but it's still commendable. I still feel kinda bad though. What happened to that one blog where I was like "I have to give infinite wealth to my loved ones" what happened to showing infinite love to loved ones???? There's always tomorrow I suppose. And i did do the dishes for her. UNASKED FOR BY THE WAY. I just feel like an ass. Sorry mom! 

I tried to write today. I couldn't. I had so many ideas but as soon as I started, I just couldn't. I have writers block I think. Im cooked. I wanna write. This sucks. I mostly wanna get back into poetry. I can throw together a short story any time, any day of the week but a poem is hard for me to write. I need to write more for my collection. Just take the poems out. But the poems are apart of my vision! My vision!! They're essential! I need to train myself like a classic, romantic poet! How does one do that? you think I can find a tutorial online? 

I kinda wanna get this entry done with for no real reason other than I wanna watch a movie, here's your recommendation for the day. I found an artist named Pipo and they made the album MM.. LASAGNA which is like MF DOOM but Garfield. It's actually pretty good, I promised the person who told me about this that I'd spread the word and tell as many people to listen to it as possible. I don't think that sentence is correct. Buuuutttt YOU, reader, I hate putting you guys to action like this but please listen to MM..LASAGNA and I don't care if you love it or hate it but listen to it and then recommend it to your friends. Atleast recommend it to one person. You don't understand. I befriended someone who adores this album and they want the artist to reach 200 monthly listeners. Yes, 200. It's really underground. I had someone make a bulletin like "lemme put you onto candlemass" candlemass is not underground but they are fucking good. One of my favorite groups but whatever. Listen to this album, tell your friends. Moth fan stans! We can be a powerful community if we stand together. It's better than what I was going to do with the moth fan stan community. I was gonna have all of you manifest for me but that sounds cultish. All I ask of you, listen to this albim and then tell your friends. Why am I taking this so seriously...

MM.. LASAGNA

I almost forgot to end the blog but good night, sleep tight and thank you for reading. Please listen to the album and recommend it to others. The person who recommended it to me is also a musician and they literally said they don't care about their own monthly listener count as long as pipo's increases. Good night!