diary #15

i arrived in bosnia yesterday... i managed to travel OK but I had a panic attack at the airport security check in 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 i am now in the country side and it's very peaceful... i still have large anxiety and I miss my house a lot but it's a nice change of pace... i hope this trip will lessen my anxiety a bit 😵‍💫😵‍💫 i feel so awkward talking to my family i feel like a loser lol.... its so weird when i disassociate randomly but i feel OK a few times aswell