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sure, the calmness of life was great after so long but... i was so numb. i felt like paper. and honestly, id rather have my chronophobia exploding in my face and scaring me to death than for all my love to disappear. if you've read my diary entry, you know my passion and love is something very important to me. it holds my dreams and my fate of my future, i cant let that go for a second. it was like one of my alter egos, Echo, was fading away. Just like i had feared would happen. everything that would normally bring joy, felt so distant. id rather have noise in my head and comfort, then nothing at all. i like my head, my thoughts and the way i act. i dont care that it gets in the way sometimes.
i never taking adhd meds agian
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EpikoMoon :3
These ''medicines'' are wacky, they work on a way to forcefully pump you with the something your brain missing until it can produce it, i had to take depression pills for a week, i was still a wreck after taking them just simply happier, due to the medicine pumping my brain with the something that makes your brain happy, they don't really work and is very unhealthy, there's a reason the brain doesn't produce something on a big dose for a reason pumping yourself with pills just makes it worse on the long run...
yea, a lotta people around me are telling me that maybe i should take them for multiple days in a row to see if it would work better. but the ones that i had before these ones got WAY worse when i took them for longer. the one i had yesterday was better than the one i took for a longer time, but the fact i got extremely numb for hours and emotionless over HALF a pill is bad. the one i took for long term straight up removed my hunger for 8 hours, i wouldnt eat anything until i got home from school. as well as being numb, emotionless and hazy for hours.
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Honestly, if i were you i would just put them down, i guess it should work as numbing you to the point where you can concentrate and focus a lot more, which is an option, but ain't a healthy one that's for sure, but it's just my opinion, maybe if there's a big test you should take it just in case but in general, i wouldn't abuse it every day
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