16/05/20XX- been playing silent hill 2 + update on the house

and by playing i mean pirating it on my pc with pscx2

i FINALLY got it 2 work agian, i just had 2 reinstall the whole game but..... it saved like ALL my progress??? i honestly dunno how that happened, but anways

i havent played any of the silent hill games before, but i quickly looked up 2 see if i needed 2 play silent hill 1 before 2 but it said that this one was its own story so i just downloaded it. all i knew about silent hill (and still know tbh) is that silent hill is a spooky town and people die or something. it hasnt really been super scary until today but ill talk about that l8r. when i came in the main town area i was surprised james didnt really care about the monsters walking around spraying shit from their mouths at him? he didnt really say alot lmao

but it didnt matter cuz they didnt really seem 2 do much 2 me so i just bashed them with my cool wooden plank and they scurried away like a weird rat. then i spent like 20 minutes running around the map trying 2 find how 2 get 2 the park only for 90% of the stuff 2 be like "its locked, the lock is broken, its locked from the inside" but then i found something and the game was like, go to the apartments. so i went 2 the apartments and then i got softlocked??? my theory as 2 way is i think cuz i saved with pscx2 instead of saving with the actual game and that fucked something up somehow. but then i did something and it works now. 

this is where i was starting to get ACTUALLY really heightened. usually stuff that tends 2 creep me out is like, body horror, real life shit, psychological stuff... if you played or watched Chernobyl liquidators thats the stuff if i played it i would actually cry lol. but idk there were just these really smart things the game did that freaked me out. like with the radio it goes off when monsters are around, and when i entered one of the rooms in the apartments and i heard static and freaked out and ran out. i honestly was confused as 2 why i was scared by that, since i wasnt really scared of the normal creatures anyway. but when i went back in it turned out it was just the tv, but even then i was nervous. i thought it was gonna be like little nightmares 2 in the pale city, but nah the guy was just dead. 

when i went through a hall and saw this really freaky looking monster. not like the normal ones id seen so far, it kind of looked like a woman? even though it just looked like a oversaturated piece of flesh. it didnt move, i couldnt interact with it through the gate. but my radio was going crazy, so it was alive. and after i went and did stuff in the room next to it, when i came it. it was gone. and, idk... my whole body kind of just jumped. like my fingers got limp. because i knew that it could be anywhere now. and that made me wanna leave. even seeing the normal monsters scared me after that. i was panicking in one of the rooms, trying to figure out what i was supposed to get. when i exited the map, a monster was literally BEHIND me. so i beat the fuck out of it and then james decided to bash its head. did the clock puzzle, went into a room with dead butterflies, piece of shit little kid kicked over my key so i had 2 get it a differnt way now. but i figured out how 2 get 2 lvl 3 area so yay? 

ANYWAYS! About the house.... were actually moving! my lil bro finally gets his own room, and its a double story with a pool! im so EXCITED!!! but it'll be sad 2 leave my hometown, even know its not that far away. my dads concerned out what my grandma is going 2 say, and about moving in general. im just happy  new chapter of my life might be opening. my room is upstairs and has a storage space like a coraline door!!! wtf thats so cool!!

im kinda dozing off rn, so i think ill sign off. see yaz