blegh high school -__-

i just did the last final i'll have to do for the rest of the year and i think it sucked all the energy out of me. i was testing from 8am to 1pm. luckily i had lunch so i could eat but some people couldn't. anyways i'm crazy burned out from this week studying for this exam i'm sure i didn't do fantastic on but its done and i'm done YEEAAAAAHHHHH

kinda sad that since i'm a junior, this is my last year being able to attend until the official last day of school. since next year graduation will mark the end of your school year, and your last day of school as a senior will be about a week before graduation.

not only that, but most of my friends and my boyfriend are seniors and will be graduating pretty soon. so next year i'm gonna be pretty much on my own, kinda like freshman year, when you get there and you don't have friends so you're just floating around with people you know a little but aren't official friends with.

it'll be a good break from how hectic this year was, so i am looking forward to it, but i honestly feel like how old i feel and how old i'm perceived to be aren't aligning. but i don't think it ever will. nobody has anything figured out, so its alright. just yapping lol.