09/05/24 - 知恵の果実 by Wagakki Band

Summary : restarted my usual 1h work out, but added a 15min one today : abs, arms, legs x 2, face (mainly to relax).

Current : LIV vs ugw XLI

Nutrition of the day : I ate a lot, and didn't manage to oppose myself to certain dangerous foods. So I'm disappointed again

Feeling : today was again complicated to motivate myself but I did it. It felt good to restart again. I wish I could be free to work out in these conditions always, but unfortunately I can't be as chill (in the atmosphere)/comfortable here in usually unlike at my friend's place, but at my friend's place I also don't have multiple comfortable points I have here (even if they're rare, they're basically turning around being alone in the basement, close to my room, late at night)... But well, I will create a new and better complete safe place overtime at my friend's place, instead of here where I depend a lot on the unstable environnement that doesn't care about my existence haha.
Well, I should sleep.

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Adding to my work out, I try to restart fasting. It's hard, very hard. Especially lately for some reasons (to keep myself from eating)...

I feel so miserable for talking about all of this. I feel so weak and stupid.


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