day 29

laughed so hard with friends today which i love. i love laughing so much that my stomach hurts and my jaw is sore from smiling. that is pure joy to me. my greatest fear in life is that i'll never have partner that makes me laugh as  much as my friends do. well maybe not my greatest fear but u know what i mean. that's important to me. honestly im just scared that my partner will never measure up to my friends, im so spoiled and they love me so much. i know different people are in your life for different reasons, but i think that's something i want and need in a romantic relationship. and i just have so much love for my friends sometimes i feel like i can never have that same connection in a relationship. thats probably bcoz of my issues though tbh.