the want to be desired, in a polite way (my love for pinups and other life updates)

I was scrolling on Instagram today and saw a pinup model in one of those BIG martini glasses, and let me tell you i would KILL to be in one of those.

sitting in one in satin lingerie and a bit of water with my hair and makeup done. GASP the liffffeee i swear. i love their little outfits and would kill a man to have hundreds in my closet. 

the idea of being cute and sexy is so appealing to me especially since I'm never seen as such. but oh to dream of being in a skin tight red dress with red lipstick and blush to match for a photoshoot that would be BEAUTIFUL. 

but in other words life's been good. and I'm glad to say i have officially talked to one guy. he's nice and talks like spider nior. 

ALSO i have a cute little cup and i love her to bits. <3