diary #5

my parents had to book an emergency appointment with the psychiatrist doctor because i cant handle my anxiety anymore and it costed alot of money ._. i feel so guilty and even worse hhhjhjhjjhjhjhjhjhhhj

i cant even turn to my friends because theyre also in very bad moods and so i feel so stuck and helpless and worthless and shitty no matter what i do, atleast some of my online friends are ok 

even the idea of socialising or going to a party makes me have a panic attack im so tired of iitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

• ''It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light. -Aristotle''

-peace, love and getting better <3