19-20-21/04/24 - Bloody Frozen Cosmetic by Zemeth

Summary : I didn't know so much days passed by, damn. Everything is okay, I did my workout everyday, and I will make it today as well. I've been with my friends since 19/04 so I both forgot to blog and also didn't want her to see this second account I'm ashamed of. She supports a lot, even if I deeply know that spending time at her side makes my ED hard to deal with in the sense that she's a stomach on legs (fast metabolism people haha...). But I'm used, she's also very supportive and is the only one that has so so much understanding towards me and my EDs, she makes a lot of efforts to help and understand me better each time we talk about it. So I really cannot complain... I just am not proud of what I eat when I'm with her, I struggle not to eat a lot, only because I feel great at her side and my complexes are a bit soothed. I don't know. But anyway....