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i'd  usually  Rant on twitter but all my socials having somebody i know irl follwing it! i cant be myself on my social snaymore i cant be depressed i cant express myself anymore wihtout somebody potentially worrying about me i hate  it i hate it i hate it cant i be depressed ???? did some stupid shit with my friend a few weeks ago and lwowkey it still fucked me up! we talked about it apologized and everything but ever since then ive been feeling kind of weird! a friend of mine mentioned that if i really really feel  uncomfortable with ehr then i should cut her off. im too attached to cut her off. but lately ive been ignoring her.. idk waht wrong with me. i shouldnt ignore her bcos we talked it out ? it shouldve been over with ages ago but a few days ago i js... decided that i dont want to talk to her. as much? i love  her and i m happy with whatever she does but i  like....cant. idk. i dnnt know what my problem  is. i should be happy! theres nothing in my life thats particularlrty bad im just, so sad?