blogger!!!??!?/

blogger.

yeah i think i blog here now lol. 

this page is staying up and is still going to coexist with it but i'm not gonna put serious blogs here.

ooooor something.

this new thing is not gonna have any mentally ill rambling (i'm lying) and is going to have more like actual blog post. just me talking about topics. i will try to keep it light but if you've read any of the blogs here (which is literally no one) i am an extremely miserable, sad, angry, lonely human being. happiness comes in the forms of raindrops while sadness comes in the forms of waves.

yeah.

anyways.

idk maybe i'll just chill over here sometimes. i need to make some friends for real. i'm so alone!!!!! maybe i can actually use this for that. but geez, everyone on here is so damn young. i'm not interested in being friends with mentally ill children.