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Sometimes, is there a way to escape my problems with irl people?

you know, I loose friendships in some way, some cant handle my personality

but I'm just being myself right? my personality is made to fit with all of you. right?
Am I a monster? what am I? really, what am I? all of you, everyone, outside in the internet,
Why am I not accepted? tell me, please tell me, why people leave me, I try to change, I am! I'm trying to fit with you all, you all.. cant accept me, I end up loosing everyone, I

You know, Romance sucks, I actually hate romance, I only do romantic things so that I make my future safe, haha. I really am pathetic, always doing things to make my future safe.

I loved many people, I actually like people a lot! but there SOOO hard to get along with
always trying to ensure that your relationship with them is secure, always texting, texting first so that they wont assume I'm leaving them, but in the end all of them end up leaving me :3
Feels funny right! hahaha, I don't mind people leaving me, all they leave behind is a thing called "abandonment issues" for me! if I collect more, I might achieve something called "end your own life!" achievement! wow!