thinking about blogging elsewhere...?

i really like old stuff. like y2k early 2000s 2010-2015 stuff. i wish i could go back to those times. they were just idk...more unique? everyone was so creative when it came to like art and stuff. and corporations were also more creative. and technology was especially more interesting. granted, they weren't very portable then and what not. everything is about portability these days. everything has to be small enough to carry around. i get it. but god, is technology so boring now. everything looks the same. the small guys are just copying the bigger guys and stuff. like, you saw that new motorola phone? the one that looks EXACTLY like the fucking samsung flip or whatever? that's so LAME. I WANT AN ACTUAL FLIP PHONE. i kid you not man, if they made flip phones with more space and that could actually support like 4g 5g or whatever man i'd switch to on so fast. i've been wanting to switch to a real flip phone for a while. not only do i like how they look but i also just think i would be less addicted to my device if it was hard to use LOL. i love flip phones, they are great fun. but they are very inconvenient. i would still like to switch to one tho. what was i talking about?

i'm not really the biggest nerd when it comes to these sorts of things. like i couldn't name every single flip phone that came out in the 2000s. i am just a loser who's stuck in the past and likes old tech and old like tech culture and stuff. like i myspace and shit. and the fashion. i like blogs. but...i don't reallyy like it here. idk. it's plagued by chronically online loser children who just use it for the aesthetic. that's mean. i sound like an old person LOL! in reality it literally doesn't matter what anyone does on here. it's got nothin to do with me. but being on here is just no fun.i don't really like any of the people i find on here. and also everyone is like 13 so that's also annoying. no on really blogs here. i feel like it's rare to find an ACTUAL blog on here.  i search every now and again. it's always "no blog entries" or just some dumbass DNI list. god those are so fucking stupid. i have come across real blog posts before. like i seen this one homestuck blog and they seemed really passionate about it.

i was thinking about switching to like blogger or something. not only is it old but idk i feel like i would be less depressed over there. i have no idea why. i just feel that way towards it. plus this place is more for meeting people. well kinda. i'm not really interested in meeting chronically online 13 year olds. i'd rather just go somewhere where i can talk about things. i have a dreamwidth for fnf that i barely use lol. i like it there tho. it's just relaxed. maybe it's not. i don't look around there much. i've only looked around like once. but i did see actual blogs there. written out blogs about actual things and not a callout post or crying about being depressed (which i am very guilty of, but i'm still allowed to be annoyed by my own actions lol). i've also got a neocities but it's not really a blogging thing. of course you can make a blog there, but i like it as more of just a website and portfolio type deal.

i'm kinda rambling here. i'm stalling because i don't know what to draw tbh lol. i'm super intimidated by art these days because lately everything i've drawn has come out like shit and it makes me wanna die like actually. i say actually a lot. but yeah idk. i don't like this place lol. i think it's cool that it exists. but i think the community sucks. idk. everyone sucks. everything sucks. i really want some chocolate.