I haven't completely eliminated social media even though I said I would

what I meant by other social media is instagram, tiktok, youtube, etc. I wouldn't consider spacehey because it's not overstimulating like those.

I've made decisions before, so many times that I will stop social media because I get so envious of other people's lives and I end up feeling just bad about myself and it's a horrible feeling. I know it's pathetic to be so affected by seeing other people being happy and being better than me but this feeling just stops me from doing progress because I just sit and lament about my life, like I'm doing now on spacehey, posting blogs about how I am at a pathetic point in my life and wants to change.