who want me?!?! ANSWER ME JESUS (the incoherent yelling's of a celibate(?) woman at 3am)

WHO WANT ME. i scream into the void and no one answered. ANYWAY 

deathly afraid of intimacy and men but GOD 

I 

NEED 

A 

MAN 

AND I NEED ONE NOW

i need someone to hold me and tell me how absolutely gorgeous and beautiful i am and everything in between. EVERYTHING. where are the hoes. the only hoe i have is the bad bitch i see in the mirror. a guy talks to me. "I'm normal" i say as my hands shake and i pull out all my hair.

the things i would do to a man if i had one.

the lord would look down at me in shame. or he'd be proud. IDK 

god I'm going feral. i just wanna see okay? IM NOT ASKING FOR MUCH 

someone send me a dick pic i cant do this anymore (DON'T DO NOT I WILL CALL THE POLIECE AND JESUS) 

psa i am JOKING (no I'm not please)

I CAN COOK PLLLEEEASEEE