01.04.2024

this year is going by super fast. today i was a bit more kinder to myself. i did not feel as pretty probably because i did not follow along my routines and also because my god complex is slowly slowly shattering. i am learning to see the beauty in everyone including myself. no one is better than anyone. i watched the movie taxi driver and studied a bit. i wasted most of my day playing pocket love. i think i'll go to bed soon and hopefully, tomorrow will be better than today. 

i feel a pain in my chest. but i know that i will be fine. it is just changes. i am just as beautiful as i was a few days ago, i am just thinking weird because i prolly maybe dont feel as confident. i will be fine. the sun will rise again tomorrow and i will ride the swing again and i will feel okay again. 

i love you. bye.