my dream made me so sad

last night I dreamed about having a baby?? I've never wanted kids like ever, I've always been super clear about that. but in my dream I was in the labor room high on pain meds, and I was so excited to meet my baby. and in my dream I pushed her out quickly and like she was just so beautiful. she had big brown eyes and chubby cheeks. I named her Lucille. I woke up so sad this morning. I thought I didn't care for babies but I miss my baby?? idk I'm confused because my baby is obviously not real?? but I miss my little Lucy