I'm worried.

Where do I start? What do I say? Should I wait? I'm worried. I'm writing in front of you, I have a journal I write in, I don't care as much how I write in it. No one can see my mistakes in it. Here, I feel vulnerable. I'm a horrid speller, and I'm using a plug-in to fix all my spelling mistakes, in my journal there are umpteen spelling mistakes, hell you most likely couldn't read my writing, I know I can't sometimes (a lot of the time). This is for me, I think. I like my journal it gives me somewhere to unload all my thoughts, here I can do that but I can indirectly tell others how I feel, maybe this is cowardly, I should just tell anyone how I feel maybe I'm just hiding from the embarrassment telling those how I truly feel. I hope I continue to write more I feel it helps. I'll go now.