4/18/24

i used to ask 

is this it? 

will this be someone i could spend my time with

will this be someone i could wake up next to every morning just to smile at the sight of their face

will this be someone who says i love you without me saying it first 

will this be someone who meets my parents and best friends

will this playlist 

thats filled with hope 

with longing

be fulfilled

be revealed to me 

now i say

this is it! 

overjoyed i shout

 this is it! 

i woke up on the floor of your childhood home and you were next to me

we got shamrock shakes as soon as i told you it’s a tradition for me

your mom asked for my phone number

you insist that i’m like a super model

i get to see you do the things you love

and i infuse you into the art that i lovingly create 

and we never fight over anything 

but who loves the other most