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Its getting warmer again. I like spring because i like warmth but only in moderation. I dont like fall because fall is cold but with some warm while spring is warm with some cold. So in spring you can wear light things but also layer instead of layering but lightly. Im not a fan of summer though. I do like how theres no school but the heat is what gets me because you cant escape it. When its hot, you cant do anything. You can be naked and your still hot!!! But i hate winter because my skin gets dry and my hair gets staticky and the trees are dead and the grass is dead and everything is ugly and depressing except for when it snows which it rarely does. Im on break and i have nothing to do at all and i have no one to talk to. I feel sick. Not mentally sick, well yeah, mentally sick, but physically sick. Like i have just been laying around all day and 3 days have gone by. I look sick too. My bangs are getting really long but im growing them out and i hate this in between period because i cant cut them yet and theyre down to my nose so they look so stupid and i cant style them. I really wish i had someone to talk to all the time. You dont talk anymore. I miss you. Im wasting my time. I need to shower and i hate showers but ill write more about that later. I had a dream about mr beast last night cuz i was binge watching all of his videos. I dont know why. Oh hey i just realized today is march 13. 4 years ago is when covid started. Wow, i’ve changed a bunch. I dont know why i wrote this much. I dont think anyone even reads these. Whatever