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why do the gore pictures not bring me any sense of fear?

im a bit odd in the sense that if i see human gore, i react like "ah yep ok lets not look at that" but if i see any kind of animal gore or sad story i will break down on the floor sobbing. i just feel more empathy for animals, i suppose? and im not proud of it. there have been so many times where my mom will cry watching the chosen and i will be very confused as to why it's so tear-jerking for her, and not for me. but i literally broke down in tears when i learned about the bounties on the "hello street cat" cats. how could they do that to something so helpless and innocent? the dead cats didnt know what was going on. they were just little guys. alright, im getting off topic here.