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06/03/24

a lot has happened, me and my ex friend had a little conversation the other day, she fucking said that she has no feelings about what happened, like BITCH EVERYTHING WAS YOUR FAULT, well that made me feel really bad and NOW my ex said that i forced someone to kiss me (i never kissed them)

i have been very sad lately, really sad, for like everything that has happened and more, i am all alone anywhere i go and i always ruin everything so i had a conclusion, im never talking to someone on school, is my last year and NO ONE is interesting, not in my class and not in any class, i got chosen to be part of the directive of my class today and im really happy, i can control this little shitty monkeys. but i was chosen too for an act that is happening in my school for woman's day

everything is going against my will and life i just want to idk just fucking kill myself i have thought it so many times when im at school but everything goes away when im drawing, writing, coding, playing video games or just doing art in general, so i just need to focus on that

the voices came back, so much worse, they tell me to starve and to cut myself (thing that im doing every day) i suffer from psychosis so this is so worse than you can imagine, i am paranoid all the time in school and i feel like everything is consuming me

im sorry.