Will I be okay?

I don't know if I'll ever be okay. I know this will read out like some stupid, dumb 2000s emo rant but, it's this feeling of neverending doom. No matter how many different types of medications I've tried to help reduce my symptoms, the side effects would end up biting my ass.

Prozac? Suddenly not working and leading to my own impulsiveness.

Paxil? Massive weight gain.

Wellbutrin? It works for a while but taking this medication made my anxiety come up severely. I hate it. It used to make me motivated to do anything but my anxiety had to fuck it up.

I'm hoping I don't have to switch from medications to medications again, I'm really hoping I could get anti-anxiety medications for it to work well with my Wellbutrin. Just got to hang on until my next appointment. Patience, I guess. Fuck.