insomnia insomniac

4 hours. I only got 4 hours of sleep. this really is hell. I cant stand not being to sleep at night, I really cant. I don't know what to do. my eyes are literally burning from the lack of sleep. they feel so heavy all the time. I'm exhausted. I wish I could od on some melatonin and just sleep for days. I feel like a lot of my issues would be solved or at least easier to solve if I could just fall asleep. this is torture. I'm so tired and angry and stressed. the constant stress definitely isn't helping me sleep, but how the hell could I even fix that? the fact that I cant sleep is one of the reasons WHY I'm stressed. I'm really fucking tired of all this. just so exhausted.