Life update

God it feels like 5 fucking years have passed since I last wrote on here. January was long and lowkey mentally mind fucking lmaoo. Me and my ex talked and honestly I regret not cutting them off sometimes, it's just really hard. They've been around me everyday for almost 2 years and I am just supposed to cut them off. IDKKK, but I have just recently gained enough self-respect to at least keep them at a friend distances. I went to a super sick crust punk show like so grimy so dirty and loud I loved it. The pit was insane plus I had a concussion so everything was like all distorted. So fucking amazing!!! OMG yes my concussion almost killed me, well not the concussion but I couldn't play volleyball for damn near 3 weeks. I was losing it!! Speaking of volleyball... I'm kicking my feet (sorta) I met this girl at a tournament she has the same hair type, mannerisms, and style of play as me. My whole team was watching me try to get her socials and her team was watching too!!! Idk if she even swings my complicated but still very gay way but it would be cool to talk to her, even as a friend she would just be super nice company. Also I have been desperately using Pinterest. I deleted Tiktok and honestly no regrets Pinterest is way better and way less depressing (when it wants to be helpful). UGH I miss volleyball girl okay by now :333!!!!