introverts

Hi, lately I've been thinking about introverts (because I'm one haha) and I know being introverted is not the same as being shy, but the thing here is that things can get tough when you are both (me). The world is not made for those people; sometimes it can be very scary. Right now, I'm trying to search for a job (because I was being a little princess without work) and I'm SOOO afraid. I don't want to work or deal with people, I don't know why, but I just feel so ashamed to ask for a job. I feel like the meme of the ant, and talking with some friends they feel the same, so I think this is something more about this generation or maybe about me and my friends. Anyway, I think sometimes I'm too afraid to do certain things and I want to change that this year that's why I'm looking for a job (also because, finally, my schedule is okay:(), soooo yeah. Thank you for reading!