#Offmymeds

My poor sleep is finally catching up to me. 

Aside from the fact that I crash as soon as I get home and roll around in bed for 20 miserable minutes each morning, I'm so lethargic. Maybe it's because I left uni early and had lunch, when I normally don't. This must be the post-lunch slump they speak of, the circadian rhythm one. 

Then again, I'm unsure. I almost got hit by a car this morning, yet it did not faze me. That's how sleep deprived I am. 

I have an exam to take (don't ask me if I've studied) and then I have to wake up bright and early to drive myself to school tomorrow. Also I have to get a PhD. So. There's that. 

I keep thinking about whether I would be okay with being average.