Jan 9 2024 I want to be known for me

Obviously my decision to disassociate from logan is a selfish thing and I already feel horrible but i don't feel like you'd really understand think in my shoes me and Emily have had to deal with logans problems this whole time he never fixes any of them himself he just let's them get worse therfore the best freinds I've lost, the random people who hate me, I seems like I'm always the one having to deal with the consequences not him everyone sees me as his babysitter pretty much. I just want to be alec the guy who's dating Noah. Not logans problem solver. And not to mention I already have other people to deal with max is in a really bad depression from Thomas and has talked about wanting to do coaine and weed and alcohol none stop and he has no one else that cares or freinds that are sober. Tho I love helping people the feeling of not being able to do anything to help them just breaks me. I've talked max out of killing himself before and Tyler and pretty much everyone else I've ever been freinds with but when I tried to kill myself no one cared camron was the only one who noticed somthig was wrong and helped me the best he could therefore I've considered him my best friend ever since and Logan and kenize causing the shit most about of drama causing us to not talk and me feel like shit for almost a year and now finally have a chance to fix all this by just not being associated with logan. I could finally be alec hayward agian be known for myself.