Dec 28 2023 Jack in my dream's

Lately this week I've been thinking alot about jack I've dreamed of him a couple times and last night I dreamed he had a big sign that said somthing and I remember crying and then him saying " I was so stupid back then, I love you" sonthing along the lines of that and he asked if I loved him and I said "a part of me with always love you but you said it yourself there will be peolle out there who will love me for who i am and treat me better and i found somone and i love them and they love me more then you ever did" I've kinda been accidentally manifesting it ig I dm him on Instagram a week ago asking if he wanted to talk but then I deleted it because I don't owe him anything and he's taken so much from me but he was the first person who ever gave me what I thought was love.

Anyway I hate him I've just been acting weird but I love noahhhh yaayy