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02.04.24

Today is horrible. I broke my parents doorframe last night while mad. Theyre coming back today, and so is my brother. When it happened, i called my dad immediately. I was crying super hard. He wasnt mad, even though he knows it was completely my fault and not at all an accident. He says he can fix it, which i believe. The frame just seperated from one part and another. But the wall above the door frame is a bit broken, and theyll need to paint and replaster the small bits that came off. I feel so horrible. 

All day ive been dreading my brother coming home. I had a panic attack over it last night, i wonder if the neighbors could hear me. My brothers going to come home and yell at me. He yells at me over everything. He thinks its funny. Its not to me. But this time its not gonna be a joke, ill of deserved it.

One time, when he was driving us across state, we stopped at a gas station and i was going to get a waterbottle and some snacks for the road. He told me to go get him a waterbottle too, deerpark and not aquafina. He knows i usually get aquafina, and chastises me for it. Saying its gross water. Probably is. I went inside, and they didnt have anything other than aquafina-- and the expensive large waterbottles. I thought if i got a three dollar waterbottle, hed get on my case about it too-- so i decided to just get a aquafina for him too. He got mad ofc, but not genuinly mad. Once i got in the car, he turned back to look at me and yelled. Its just a joke though, he does it as a joke to his younger coworkers too. Later on the road, i bought a new charger so i could charge my phone and be on it in the back. It got stuck in the plug by his stero, and he yanked out the stero trying to get the charger out. His cars weird, so the small stero detaches from the car-- but you can put it back on. He yelled a fuck ton, my stupid charger broke his stereo, why the fuck would i buy this stupid ass charger. He apologized after that though.

He just got home. Ill finish this later. 


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