Day 92 of being a rebel without a cause

Rebal??? In my Slip_moth blog??? I know...it's surprising...we'll get into it though. Today was long and tedious but what are you gonna do? I blame summer! Anyway...

• Many tiny miracles
• I want to break free (and I have)
• The Rebel without a cause part
• On that Literature grind
• I don't play video games but....

Oh no, this is where the downfall begins, I forgot to do my business studies homework the night before thinking that I could finish it in my free period but the thing is, when I got to school, I had business studies as my second lesson of the day. So, I didn't get a chance. My business studies teacher is very strict but she's one of my favorites and for four years now, I've been in her good books but she was gonna check my homework and see that I didn't finish it. She'd yell at me. I did three pages of it though, I just didn't do the last two. She checked my homework and turned the page, she turned again and if she turned the page once more, she'd see emptiness but she didn't, she left it at that and I got off the hook! What a miracle! I thinly evade, ending up in my teacher's dog box. I'll do the homework this weekend though, starting tomorrow! I also got extra homework but I'll also do that as well. 

Today was one of those once in a blue moon days. My school came out early and usually I had art on those days but for the first time in a year, I could experience it again. Me and my friend went and got these frappe things from our school Cafe, very nice! I love frappes! Then we made our way home, early! Early for once! I was so tired though, I waited for this all day. Legit just wanted to go home, my Akan teacher even pointed out how tired I was and I'll be honest, I didn't even pay attention in science class! That's a first. Well, not really, I zone out a lot in science class but I'm always taking notes, regardless of whether im paying attention or not so I can go over it at home. What did I do with my free time...well, not much actually...

I was really tired when I got home and just turned my phone off and read. Little did I know, my mom has been blowing up my phone about going to youth. Me and my sister had to go to youth. I really didn't want to go. I'll do anything for my mom and my sister but I am not going to youth again! Youth is basically where people from church hang out together in a secular way. I didn't like, I had to go to youth for 2 years of my life, every week. I'd go alone, every Friday and just sit there by myself because everyone was busy talking to someone else. Imagine two years of that. I'm just not compatible with many people in my church and compatability is not the be all end all but like sometimes you talk to someone and realize that as much as you want to get to know this person, this relationship won't go beyond the "hi" "how are you" "good" "good" and other times people just click, I have a lot of people I just click with, it's not a matter of me not putting effort in, I tried! Eventually I gave up though. A lot of people I know go to other churches...feels bad. Slip_moth, we wanna hear about your rebellious streak! Alright, alright, let's talk about it. My mom really wanted me and my sister to go to youth and I was done with youth, make me do more Bible study! Make me work in the church! Make me scrub the church clean! Make me pick up litter! Anything! I just don't wanna go to youth again! So, for the first time in so long, I defied my mother and didn't go. Listen though, I do all my work, I don't smoke or drink, I do everything my parents ask and I think I atleast need one free pass to Rebel. Just one! I already used it up though. She wasn't actually too mad though or even mad at all. She's too kind though, not that I want her to be strict. Maybe I don't give her a reason to be strict. That's my rebellious streak, I know, I'm really bad, a real Jess Mariano type. The ladies love the baddies, they'll get weak in the knees when I say "your boyfriend does drugs and smokes and drinks? Well, I skipped youth once, so that kinda blows your boyfriend out of the water" 

As usual, I procrastinated. I am supposed to hand in my library book tomorrow and I have like five chapters left, I read a lot today, I was surprised at how much I read and so quickly but again, this is a newer book, and it wasn't written in the 1500s. The English doesn't confuse me so I immediately think it is poorly written which isn't the case at all. Sometimes it sucks actually, like it's bad at times and doesn't leave anything for me, as the reader to chew on except for some surface level questions of life and death. One of my favorite works of literature actually deals with this in a much better way, themes of life and death. I don't actually know if I've spoken about this work before, but it's called Hamlet. Sorry, guys, we're talking about Hamlet again. I can't keep doing this. I compare these normal ass books to some of the greatest works of literature ever, of course Hope : A Tragedy is not gonna come close to one of the greatest plays to ever grace the literary world. I just gotta enjoy it for what it is. I have actually been enjoying the third act of it rn, I'm almost done and it looks like it will wrap up nicely. 

Fellas, get out the bingo cards, I talk about video games by Lana Del Rey! Just kidding we don't listen to her anymore. It's Friday and I keep forgetting to play video games, I used to play games every Friday last year. I got home from design and all I wanted to do when I got home was play some games. Mostly single player stuff and mostly old stuff. Those were the days, actually they weren't, design on Fridays made me miserable. I do miss playing some games in the evening though. Now I just kinda forget to. I still have to play some yume 2kki, maybe I will after publishing this blog. Maybe I need to admit that I play games sometimes...truth be told, I actually had my gamer license removed after I got the pacman theme confused for the tetris theme and I'm trying to get it back to no avail. My backlog is also ever growing, it never ends and I'll never get through it. Sometimes i end up playing endless games, like I love the new Papa's freezeria deluxe, I watched jerma stream that for 5 hours while sick and then proceeded to play it for 6 hours, that's my favorite game ever. My friends and I have been playing stardew Valley actually and that's always nice, I don't play games often as you know so I love just popping in for a while every so often. I mostly just chat up Robin and Fish and go to Ginger Island. By the way, i have 10 heart points with Robin, let me marry her! I'm not kidding anymore! I want to marry Robin, I'd treat her right. Okay headphones are coming off for this one...Concerned Ape, I love nothing more than getting immersed in a world, opening up Stardew and just breathing in the atmosphere, the sea salt, the smell of dirt in the morning, I love nothing more than that, just getting lost in the world of Pelican Town and you know what I love more than that...GETTING COCK BLOCKED BY THE DEMETRIUS! FUCKIN DEMETRIUS!! I GET COCK BLOCKED AT EVERY OPPORTUNITY BY THE CURRENT DAY! Sorry, did you wanna romance the best option in the entire game? FUCKIN DEMETRIUS! FUCKIN ROMANCE OPTIONS THE MAIN CHARACTERS AGE! CAUSE WE'RE BORING! Anyway, I just wanna date Robin. I hope people get what I'm referencing, it's this stupid video where the guy gets too angry about pronouns, it's so funny. Go search it up if you haven't. Anyway, thank you for reading this, I may be a baddie now but I still know my p's and q's. Good night, fellas!